The Dark Room

I woke up on the floor have aches all over my body.

When I opened my eyes nothing happened, it's still dark. What is the matter?

This room is too dark, I can't see anything. I'm afraid of moving an inch.

Wait a minute! Maybe I'm blind ... OMG I can't see ... I keep opening and closing my eyes but nothing happens, All I can see is DARK.

I will stand on my feet ... No No No I don't know what is above me ... I'm afraid to touch anything.

I'm already lying on the floor in a room I don't know anything about it. Last night I was on my bed. What the hell is going on.

Oh ... Maybe I'm not in my room ... Maybe I'm not in a room, It could be my grave. OMG I'm dead.

No No No I'm kidnapped and they took me to something like a prison. OMG I'm going crazy 

(Crying & setting on the floor without moving)

The Voice: Hello

Me: Who is there?

The Voice: It doesn't matter.

Me: ! Who are you and what i'm doing here. Let me go please I have a life to live.

The Voice: But I'm not capturing you. You are free to move, why you don't?

Me: I can't see. And now you can see me so I'm blind. I thought the room is dark but it looks like I got blind (Crying)

The Voice: Now You are not blind. The room is very dark

Me with a smile of hope: Really!!! Great can you come and take my hand to some where else. I'm afraid.

The Voice: Why you are afraid?

Me: What the hell! can you help me or you will stand there and keep acting like a psychologist.

The Voice: Just answer my questions and I promise you that everything will gonna be ok

Me: OK I can't see anything so I'm afraid to move. I don't know if this is my room or another room or a grave or prison and what it contains ... Snakes, traps ... etc OMG I'm so afraid

The Voice: Actually you are not in a room.

Me: Ok. Where am I?

The Voice: Inside yourself ... Inside me

Me: Myself ... You ... What do you mean? !!!!!

The Voice: I'm your soul and you are inside me

Me: It seems like you are crazy too :D

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Me: Hello Hellooooo ... Hey you crazy Helloooooooooooooooooo

Where is he ... LOL Myself LOOOOOOL He is so crazy

Soul: Have you ever thought what your soul contains?

Me: .....

Soul: I get bored of waiting you to wake up and do something about yourself ... you are killing me

Me: I can't understand anything !!!!

Soul: I hope you understand this time. 

Silence for a whilee

Soul: You are afraid of this dark ... do you know that this dark is your soul ... it's empty with no light on it

Me: And why is that?

Soul: Because you have nothing to dream with. You don't aim for something ... Your life is pointless.

Me: But I believe that living day by day is much better for me.

Soul: And that's why I brought you here. Can't you see? Your soul is empty. You don't have any thing inside you.

Me: Should I? I mean having yourself empty is something good. I'm not complicated and my life doesn't full of problems and all these boring stuff. I don't care for anything and that's why I'm happy.

Soul: By the way we are the same person. How you think you are happy while you are leaving your soul with all this darkness. Can't you see that you are DEAD from inside. You can't even care about something even yourself.

Me (Angry): No, I care about myself a lot.

Soul: Tell me when ... Tell me

Me:...... 

Soul: You don't even work on going to heaven as a basic dream. You are forgetting why do you exist.

Me: I can't see a difference by the way.

Soul: I brought you here to see the difference. Let's Strat

Me: What?

Soul: You won't be able to see inside me until you dream to see.

Me: Ok. I can see. I can see. I can seeeeeeeeeee

Nothing Happened

Me: You are wasting my time.

Soul: wasting your time doing what ??!! . I told you that this darkness is because you are not dreaming.

Dream doesn't mean you took a decision.

Dreams mean you believe in something until you are able to see it, feel it and enjoy the moments of this dream.

Your dream someday will turn into burning beliefs that will push you forward towards this dream.

Me: This is great. But HOW

Soul: Ok, Make a wish

Me: I wish to see my father again :'(

Soul: But your father is dead

Me: This is my wish

Soul: Ok, do you think your father was a good man.

Me: Sure. He is my role model and I can't forget him.

Soul: He is in heaven now?

Me: Yes, I hope soo

Soul: You will see him if you will go to heaven too right?

Me: YES

Soul: So????

Me: I wish to go to heaven

 But does Allah will let me ???

Soul: Your choice ... Are you know how heaven looks like?

Me: No

Soul:

Close your eyes

Imagine

Imagine yourself entering HEAVEN

Trees every where

Rivers

Flowers

Beautiful scenes

Birds

Sky are pure

And, 

Your father is coming 

Smiling at you ... And he says "Welcome my dear, WELL DONE"

Me: Yes YEES I can imagine him. what a beautiful scene

Soul: Know open your eyes.

Me: WOOOOOW

I'm in heaven and here is my dad. 

Soul: No you are not.

Me: Where am I. It looks exactly as I saw it.

Soul: You still inside me. but because of your dream. You left a beautiful picture inside me.

picture will always be available to you. When you get bored, mad, de-motivated or hurt, Simply you will close my eyes and watch this picture day after day.

It will bring you back to work on it until someday it will be real.

Me: :) I'm sorry ... I promise you to dream 

Hellooo ... Helloooooo

Picture disappeared and I woke up inside my bedroom

I prayed to Allah and asked him to help me dream and help me to achieve this dream.

Dreams are not volatile. It's like a source of energy.

When you get lost 

Sad

Down

All you will need is just closing you ideas and dream :) You will be happy again, i promise